I am disgusted with myself and how physically weak I've become. Without school pushing me to run miles every other week or play random sports I have just let myself go. This isn't about shape or weight or appearances or anything of the sort. I used to have pride for what I was capable of doing, it wasn't much but it was far more than I am capable of today.
I am having a very difficult time finding the motivation to get good grades in school anymore or to even give a fuck about anything. I'd like to just skip the whole mid-life and go right to when I can retire, that is after all what we're all working towards, right?
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April 14, 2009 at 7:06 PM
No...we're working to love living every single moment of our lives! =]
Seek out motivation! Sadly, it's not something that just plants itself in your lap. We've all learned that the hard way at one time or another. Carpe diem! There is a finite amount of positive energy in the world, but it's a finite amount that allows everybody to attain their fullest potential.
=] Life is a beautiful, wonderful, amazing place! Find what is bringing in the bad energy, and get rid of it. Surround yourself with happiness!
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