so i'm not entirely sure what's going on, whether i can't sleep because i must write or i must write and end up not sleeping. either way, all these thoughts make their way into my head and i just have to jot them down somewhere. and i end up not sleeping. and running late for jury duty, getting lost, only to find that the street i needed to find was closed 'cause of something or other, and running around san bernardino trying to find out where it is i need to be....
i don't know. i don't know a lot, i realized. i saw it, or think it, or write it, a lot.
I make a few bets with myself on a daily basis. It’s sort of like taking Newton’s Third Law into account in your every day life. Every action has an equal and opposite reaction. If this happens, I’ll do that. If not, oh well.
Today it was like this. I called, your phone rang. If you answered, I’d reconsider everything I said to you, I’d apologize and ask for your forgiveness, and maybe we’d take a nap together. It was early, alright? I was tired. It made sense to me. But if you didn’t answer…I’d keep driving until I got home.
Guess which side won?
I had jury duty today. I was running so late… and I was so lost. Sonia’s directions were complete crap and then the streets were all closed due to some carnival or festival or something. I was so nervous… But hey, I made a friend, got to leave early, and now I’m going to try to take a nap before yoga, then hopefully I’ll have enough time to take a shower before work at 5.
Not too shabby of a way to start to day if you ask me.
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